three, no, two and a half days actually, is not enough.
two is not enough for me to do what i wanna do. coz these two days are the only damn days that i'm free.
there are too many things that i wanna do during these two days and most of the time the plans went dwn the drain.
i wanna meet love,
i wanna meet brothers,
i wanna meet family members,
i wanna meet friends,
i wanna meet responsibilities,
i wanna meet rest,
and the list goes on and on and on.
i cant do all of that in a mere two days off.
you see, thats why i cant satisfy everybody arnd me.
im sorry if i caused inconvenience when i cancelled plans and all.
im sorry if i can only meet up for a while and then i have to go.
im sorry i cant meet up most of the time.
its just that time has got the better of me and its grabbing me by the wrist, directing me where to go.
to love, if you're reading this, i noe i've disappoint you for quite a few times recently. swear i have no intention. i wanna be with you all the time. bt time restricts that. from the bottom of my heart, im sorry baby. didnt mean to hurt you or whatsoever, its just that my life is messed up becoz of the time constraint. hope you understand and i love you more than anyting.
to my fellow wjla frens, frens and acquantainces. i wanna say sorry if sometimes i cant be at the outings you guys made. weekends time seems to fly much faster compared to weekdays. again im very sorry.
to all, im sorry. wether i disappoint you directly or indirectly. nvr had the intentions.
the past few days of my life had been bad. i noe im 2 mths to achieve smth big in life bt still i dont feel complete w/o u by my side. yes you baby , ida lyana binte kamsani. i noe i disappoint u but its not intentionally. you can reply me with one word msgs. nt picking up my calls or strt a msg wif me. i dont mind all that coz i noe i deserve all that. but despite all that, i want u to know and i think you know it since a long long time ago that I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH!
gonna end it here...
from the most bottom of my heavy heart.
HealMe
