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Hi.

Suddenly remembered that I have a blog. Went to check it up and uh, I think there's virtual spider webs and dusts all over it. Yeah, been such long time since I update his ol' blog of mine. Truth be told, I'm lazy. Lazy to update, coz nobody cares actually. That's he reason I'm typing all these shit and knowing nobody would come and read this blog of mine.

Nevermind if there's readers reading this blog, I'm blabbering everything here coz I just feel like it. Blah blah blah nblah blah. Blah blah. Blah blah blah blah blah.

Life has to go on. No matter how heavy it is for me to forger bot the past but life goes on without saying. Life can't wait for us but instead they push us forward. Even though I may have smiles and laughs all over, but deep inside, only God knows. Thought I can be like Marshall, but in the end I realized something. Something which I should have realized way earlier. I'm a Ted. I'm some guy who always think too mug. Someone who always fail in this kind of things. Story of my life. But o always believe in this, 'when I get sad, I stop being sad and be awesome instead!' true story. So dont think I take it easy ever since a certain event happened in my life a few months back. Yes I'm always joking around and all but when it comes to his I don't. So for once please, I beg all of you, plea take me seriously. I seriously need to be taken seriously in life. Each I say 'I'm serious.' I really am serious. Seriously.

Sorry for the sudden rant, I just wanna get some stuff off my chest. People like me do have emotional too yknow. Love is troublesome. But it's the kind of trouble I dont kind getting into. Maybe I want that trouble.

To all, I'm sorry! There are things which can't be controlled by us humans. We can only plan, but it is God who decides.aybe he has better plans for us in the future, thats why it happened.


I end here and if god permit, i will update more soon.
See ya when I see ya!

I'm a Section Commander!

Hi guys...

After not updating for quite a long time, I guess it's time for me to do some justice to this blog. And soooo.... i decided to change a bit here and there.

So hows life out there? good?bad?jialat?
For me, life couldn't get any better than now. I'm living the life I used to dream about fews years ago.

I have one lovely girlfriend, who never fails to make me smile when i'm down.
I no longer have a bike. (hahaha. at least the bike is with a friend now)
annnnddd.. i juz graduated from my Section Commander Course. (i'm officially a firefighter :] )

6 months of trainings, 6 months of ups and downs, 6 months of hardly any social life. that is tough. but i managed to pull through. with the help of friends and family of course. will never be able to do it without their support behind me.

well; i dnoe what to say actually, i only wanted to see something new posted on this blog so im writing all this.

i think i shall end it here and will continue some other time.

SGT MUHD HILMI reporting for duty! ;)








*everyday i feel so loved by you
so happy to see u happy.
i smile because i see u smile.
i laugh becoz i see u laugh.
i love you becoz i know you love me too! <3

I'm not good.

three, no, two and a half days actually, is not enough.

two is not enough for me to do what i wanna do. coz these two days are the only damn days that i'm free.

there are too many things that i wanna do during these two days and most of the time the plans went dwn the drain.

i wanna meet love,
i wanna meet brothers,
i wanna meet family members,
i wanna meet friends,
i wanna meet responsibilities,
i wanna meet rest,
and the list goes on and on and on.

i cant do all of that in a mere two days off.

you see, thats why i cant satisfy everybody arnd me.
im sorry if i caused inconvenience when i cancelled plans and all.
im sorry if i can only meet up for a while and then i have to go.
im sorry i cant meet up most of the time.

its just that time has got the better of me and its grabbing me by the wrist, directing me where to go.

to love, if you're reading this, i noe i've disappoint you for quite a few times recently. swear i have no intention. i wanna be with you all the time. bt time restricts that. from the bottom of my heart, im sorry baby. didnt mean to hurt you or whatsoever, its just that my life is messed up becoz of the time constraint. hope you understand and i love you more than anyting.

to my fellow wjla frens, frens and acquantainces. i wanna say sorry if sometimes i cant be at the outings you guys made. weekends time seems to fly much faster compared to weekdays. again im very sorry.

to all, im sorry. wether i disappoint you directly or indirectly. nvr had the intentions.

the past few days of my life had been bad. i noe im 2 mths to achieve smth big in life bt still i dont feel complete w/o u by my side. yes you baby , ida lyana binte kamsani. i noe i disappoint u but its not intentionally. you can reply me with one word msgs. nt picking up my calls or strt a msg wif me. i dont mind all that coz i noe i deserve all that. but despite all that, i want u to know and i think you know it since a long long time ago that I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH!

gonna end it here...

from the most bottom of my heavy heart.
HealMe

Update! Updating! Updated!

HELLLLLOOOO!!!!

I know it's been so long but let me wish all a very HAPPY NEW YEAR! (not so new now since it's been 1 week into 2011 already)

Anyways, been a while since I last update here on my blog. Well, conscience told me to start updating at least something and seeing my tagboard spammed with weird stuffs, I guess it's time for me to clean up this dusty blog of mine.

Let's start with a recap of 2010. Started the year as a loser, end it like a winner! haha! 2010 is the year i met love. And this love is built to last. I LOVE YOU!

2010 is the year i got my NS letter, it is also the year i enlist to NS!

2010 is the year i went to two holidays, one with love, one with family.

2010 is the year i know that true friends will always be there in when you're up or down. (but mostly when you're up. hahaha)

2010 is the year i sport a botak head.

too much to say but my 2010 is indeed great. a year filled with both sorrow and happiness. a year just like every other year only filled with different people, events and accidents.

NOW, looking to a brand new year, 2011, it is my honor to welcome the year as an NSF. Thank the govt for that.

For my 2011, i hope for a good year, i hope for a bad year. coz you can't run away from problems and problems are everywhere. it's only a matter of time till i have my own problem but let's hope i can keep my problems to a minimum can? and 2011 will be better coz i have LOVE!

bye all!